2nd night in Lance's house. Feels a little awkward not staying in my own house. But meh~~ As long as things goes well, I'll be moving into my new home at harvard.
I finally able to say the only negative word that causes benefits , NO.
Monday, April 25, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Friday, April 22, 2011
23th April 2011
Always remember on what you do will effect the future. Think two steps ahead is very effective.
I promise, I swear I will never ever lie to you ever again.
I promise, I swear I will never ever lie to you ever again.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
20th April 2011
It was a crazy afternoon....I have a tough time walking now. My muscles aches all over but hey, it wasn't as bad as the first day I went to the gym. At least I manage to show him I can do it.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
19th April 2011
Sometimes....maybe, I just don't like how the world is right now. I have this strong urge to change it, to modify it a little. But what I'm trying to do is just to satisfy myself, to get what I want. Just like people, I tell myself I can change people bad habits, but what about my own? Who can change me? This is not something I can do alone. Like how the wind guide the yacht to move, only if the yacht is willing to retrieve the anchor, it can move. I am, without an anchor, I'll change but I fear it's is not a good change.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
17th April 2011
Last night was fun, but I had better night, crazier..... Argh..makes me wanna puke just to think of it.
Friday, April 15, 2011
Diary page 9 April 16th 2011
The say bird of the same feather flocks together. But why I saw a coal black pigeon still fly along with snow white ones?
Perhaps you and I have the same interest and those thing that we both love keeps us together.
At McD....watching the rain...it's getting bigger and bigger..
*bluaaa* A kid tripped over right in front of me.
'Hey kid, you okay?'
'Wuaaaa, you made me fall...' (in Malay)
His parent come, 'You buat apa huh?'
I kept quiet and looked away. I was holding a tray with my BigMac on it.
'I was just walking to get sauce sir.'
'Tipu, budak ni Kurang ajar! You name apa?'
I place my tray down. Looked up at him and said 'Fuck off, your kid is the one knock on to me. Don't believe it? Go and watch the CCTV up there. If I was really the one knock him down purposely then you can sue me with all rite removed.'
He kept quiet and walks away with dissatisfaction written all over his fucking fat face. The kid was around 8 or 9 years old. When i was that age I already figure out how black holes form. I guess certain people of certain races are just slow in maturing, both physically and mentally.
Oh well, back to Cell Biology : Vesicular trafficking from ER to Golgi apparatus
Perhaps you and I have the same interest and those thing that we both love keeps us together.
At McD....watching the rain...it's getting bigger and bigger..
*bluaaa* A kid tripped over right in front of me.
'Hey kid, you okay?'
'Wuaaaa, you made me fall...' (in Malay)
His parent come, 'You buat apa huh?'
I kept quiet and looked away. I was holding a tray with my BigMac on it.
'I was just walking to get sauce sir.'
'Tipu, budak ni Kurang ajar! You name apa?'
I place my tray down. Looked up at him and said 'Fuck off, your kid is the one knock on to me. Don't believe it? Go and watch the CCTV up there. If I was really the one knock him down purposely then you can sue me with all rite removed.'
He kept quiet and walks away with dissatisfaction written all over his fucking fat face. The kid was around 8 or 9 years old. When i was that age I already figure out how black holes form. I guess certain people of certain races are just slow in maturing, both physically and mentally.
Oh well, back to Cell Biology : Vesicular trafficking from ER to Golgi apparatus
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Diary Page 8 April 15th 2011
I'd trusted you, but why don't you trust me..?
Perhaps, I am what I'm looked like?
A fat guy...
Nobody likes a fat guy as a friend.
I understand, I always understand.
Perhaps, I am what I'm looked like?
A fat guy...
Nobody likes a fat guy as a friend.
I understand, I always understand.
April 14 2011
I don't consider my friend as a tool. I never consider anyone as a mere tool. I never, not once, in my life, make use of a friend as a tool to make myself famous. I only think of you when I meet trouble, of course, if you think that I'm too undependable, you can always tell me. I don't mind the critiques, I will change that thought throughly. Don't ever dare try to think that I'm befriending you just because of your wealth or name.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Diary page 6 April 13th 2011
Sore all over my body. Nothing should be said more, let's just sleep.....Helll, it's only 9am, going to school!
After schooling......(3pm)
We had a little chat about what kind of girls I had, what kind of girl I like best and bla bla bla bla which took almost 2 whole hours.
Evening.......(7pm)
Pasar malam....din buy food but got this awesome glasses. And then we went dota....which I shouldn't be because I have LAB TEST TOMORROW!
After schooling......(3pm)
We had a little chat about what kind of girls I had, what kind of girl I like best and bla bla bla bla which took almost 2 whole hours.
Evening.......(7pm)
Pasar malam....din buy food but got this awesome glasses. And then we went dota....which I shouldn't be because I have LAB TEST TOMORROW!
Monday, April 11, 2011
Diary page 5 April 12th 2011
Argh....4am...? *hits the snooze button*
Argh.........7am.....*aw shit*
I'm suppose to be in McD studying for today's Lab test. Which was supposed to be 3 hours ago...bleh.
*continues to read*
Later after the Lab test....(2pm):
T^T sure fail in Lab test.......
Later 5pm:
In Gym....so many people here...I wonder may be because there are beach model training cat walk in the gym...anyway I'm not interested in just a pretty face.
After doing some serious thinking, it would seems that religious effect the way how our mind thinks. I consider myself as a free religion. I believe in God, not Islamic god, not Jesus Christ, not the Holy one, not the Almighty one, None of them. (Buddha is not a god, he is a man.) . What I believe is the creator, the one who sits higher then God itself, the one who creates the universe, and I fucking hate him now. I hate how he left us behind, leaving us with no solid warning about the Apocalypse. Even I believe it and I tried to change the world, a one man army is no army my friend. That is why I began to change the world, slowly, one story at a time, hoping that if I manage to survive this wave of chaos, the future generation will lead the contaminated world into a better place.
Argh.........7am.....*aw shit*
I'm suppose to be in McD studying for today's Lab test. Which was supposed to be 3 hours ago...bleh.
*continues to read*
Later after the Lab test....(2pm):
T^T sure fail in Lab test.......
Later 5pm:
In Gym....so many people here...I wonder may be because there are beach model training cat walk in the gym...anyway I'm not interested in just a pretty face.
After doing some serious thinking, it would seems that religious effect the way how our mind thinks. I consider myself as a free religion. I believe in God, not Islamic god, not Jesus Christ, not the Holy one, not the Almighty one, None of them. (Buddha is not a god, he is a man.) . What I believe is the creator, the one who sits higher then God itself, the one who creates the universe, and I fucking hate him now. I hate how he left us behind, leaving us with no solid warning about the Apocalypse. Even I believe it and I tried to change the world, a one man army is no army my friend. That is why I began to change the world, slowly, one story at a time, hoping that if I manage to survive this wave of chaos, the future generation will lead the contaminated world into a better place.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Diary page 4, April 11th 2011
Would you steal a visor-less, buckle-less, worn-out, 10 years-old, smelly HELMET!?
Yup.....you know what it means. It means that the thief is 10 years old.
Crap...Hungry and Hungry.
WoOoOoooo hu! I loving it! No not McD...
I'm gonna mooooove!
Yup.....you know what it means. It means that the thief is 10 years old.
Crap...Hungry and Hungry.
WoOoOoooo hu! I loving it! No not McD...
I'm gonna mooooove!
Saturday, April 9, 2011
How my morning begans
'Pi pi! Pipi! Pi Pi!....'
The song from my mobile phone rang, going on and on, signaling it's already 8am. Breaking the silence of the early sleepy morning, I would just let the alarm just go on and on until I got fed up. Each morning was the same, the cold sensation creeps up each muscles fiber in my body like a soft electric shot into me. Sometimes, and most of the time, I wouldn't be in my own room, the only differences is that, I would be sleeping on the floor or a small mattress. Alas, the same thought would trigger into my mind, what am I going to do today to change the world?
The song from my mobile phone rang, going on and on, signaling it's already 8am. Breaking the silence of the early sleepy morning, I would just let the alarm just go on and on until I got fed up. Each morning was the same, the cold sensation creeps up each muscles fiber in my body like a soft electric shot into me. Sometimes, and most of the time, I wouldn't be in my own room, the only differences is that, I would be sleeping on the floor or a small mattress. Alas, the same thought would trigger into my mind, what am I going to do today to change the world?
Dairy page 3 Date 10th April 2011
Boring.....? Yup, the verb says what I did this 24 hours ago.... Boring....Why? Simple. Money not enough! Who ever says that money is not everything， I feel like pointing my middle finger at him and say 'Hey dude, FUCK OFF!'
I manage to 'korek' my piggy bank and collected about Rm13, went to a restaurant and convert it to paper money. Well, at least 4 pack of Cintan mee could last me a few more days.
Sigh....I want to study. I want to score A, but really in my heart, I just want to pass so that I can please my parents. But then again, I might end up being looked down by the public....
Got to find a new room ASAP...or else, you'll see me sleeping by the road side.
I manage to 'korek' my piggy bank and collected about Rm13, went to a restaurant and convert it to paper money. Well, at least 4 pack of Cintan mee could last me a few more days.
Sigh....I want to study. I want to score A, but really in my heart, I just want to pass so that I can please my parents. But then again, I might end up being looked down by the public....
Got to find a new room ASAP...or else, you'll see me sleeping by the road side.
Friday, April 8, 2011
Diary Page 2, Date April 9th 2011
Is the truth really hurts? Is that why people choose to listen to lie? Why is it that people would believe a lie then the truth? Every time when I speak of the truth, they will only say I'm lying. Why is it that when all my action speak of what I think, people will only think of the action but not think of why I did it.
I don't really like dota, I only play it as a mere tool for communication between new found friend and getting closer to them. Either way, I suck at it.
It's 0846 now, I'll be heading to school. Though I really fight the urge to crawl back into my comfy little bed. Meh, as long as I can talk to her, I can do anything..
Just as long as I can see her....
Wanna know who this girl is? Kay, I'll tell you...soon XD
I don't really like dota, I only play it as a mere tool for communication between new found friend and getting closer to them. Either way, I suck at it.
It's 0846 now, I'll be heading to school. Though I really fight the urge to crawl back into my comfy little bed. Meh, as long as I can talk to her, I can do anything..
Just as long as I can see her....
Wanna know who this girl is? Kay, I'll tell you...soon XD
Diary page 1, Date April 8, 2011.
After another hellish week, it’s finally Friday. And you know what that means? Actually, it meant nothing. See normal teenagers like myself often go out at night, meeting up with friends, talk till it’s midnight , or maybe even visit the most popular cyber cafe in Westlake (PS. A station). Well, previous semester, I wasn’t that kind of teenager, until I meet (which is currently) my bestest buds. We do crazy stuff sometimes (almost everyday) but out of the shitiest stuff we did, I like each and every one of it.
I don’t know what has gotten into to me last week, I knew my wallet left Rm100 buck (need to last for at least 3 weeks), yet I spent 20 on A station, lots more on McD breakfast and some on meals(quite a lot). And now, thanks to one of my friend (hint: detective), I manage to drag in a few bucks in the wallet. But still it’s still another 2 weeks more…….How am I going to survive? It’s sure is a pain in the ass when you’re broke. Whoever said that money make the world go round, I’m totally at his side right now.
Studies? Meh…Forget about education, screw chemistry, anotomy and whatever political shit that comes out, I’ll beat the shit out of ya.
Last minute entry.....
I lost him, at dota, but I win him at everything else (excluding financial management)
I don’t know what has gotten into to me last week, I knew my wallet left Rm100 buck (need to last for at least 3 weeks), yet I spent 20 on A station, lots more on McD breakfast and some on meals(quite a lot). And now, thanks to one of my friend (hint: detective), I manage to drag in a few bucks in the wallet. But still it’s still another 2 weeks more…….How am I going to survive? It’s sure is a pain in the ass when you’re broke. Whoever said that money make the world go round, I’m totally at his side right now.
Studies? Meh…Forget about education, screw chemistry, anotomy and whatever political shit that comes out, I’ll beat the shit out of ya.
Last minute entry.....
I lost him, at dota, but I win him at everything else (excluding financial management)
Today.....
Pass few years, I've been trying to improve myself a bit and.....well, you can say I manage to gain a few experiences but for me, it's still far from complete. Some people might think that my life is near- perfect, while some think that I'm a worthless guy. All I can do is just share this story of me, and how I began to realize that life is not just about passing final exam and get girlfriend.
This is my story, and my name is Skeeter Lau
This is my story, and my name is Skeeter Lau
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