Hope, fall apart.

I was like, so going to be myself again, but it's not going to happen too soon. Many people are like pouring cold water at me, they're not responsive, every time i tried to talk to them, the entire conversation stop with a 'Oo.' or even 'Okay.' What the hell? Hey I am trying to become who I used to be, a happy go lucky dude with no worries and here yet you guys just ignore me. Hell man.....Hell.