Auguries of Love

Like summer, like winter, as the season sway;
Just like my heart, that beats away;
So sorrow, so lonely, I filled with them;
and no longer I feel the sunlight of warm.

The door open and you came in the mid year;
and I was dreaming, over the wasted tears;
Like an angel, you glimmer and shine;
Just like the feeling of a relaxing wine.

And then you left me, with a hope of joy;
Feeling of hope, and the memories of the boy;
And 2 years I left, the town I grew;
No longer the same, everything went blue.

I've lost hope, the time I knew;
Your were happy, and I am still true;
For love and passion, you feel for him;
And all the light I see will always be dim.

I was sad and heart broken, for something that wasn't belonged;
I can't even hold on to you, the girl that I always longed;
You were the first, the one that melt my heart;
And the last that I have open to thou art.

As always, no one can understand my love to you;
Even I myself, can't seems to know what I knew,
Ashamed, disappointment is now what I am;
and so it began my whole life's damn.