A twist back to the old self

And here I am, once again, drunk in emotion of depression.

What am I really?
Am I really a King without a throne?
Or am I just a peasant who dreams of becoming a King.

I want it. I want the throne.
In the same time, I want a Queen.
To be King, she has to be by my side.
But right now, no one will be my Queen.

And so, here I am again.
drown...in the depths of sorrow.

But I will rise.
Just like the Lotus.
Never tainted.
Never spoiled.

But emerged as one beautiful flower that grows from the filth.









-I am really sad and depressed, but thank to a friend and a can of beer. I've regain my strength. I will revert to my old self-

Love story

When you love someone, you don't need a reason to. You just go ahead and trust your guts.

But, when you are in love with each other. What Do you really love about her?

The look she gives when she smiles?

The kind of satisfying feeling when you hug her?

The feeling of ecstasy when you kiss her?

Or is it just that, she's beautiful?

How about the annoying times when she just doesn't stop talking?
How about the times when she just throws the dirty laundry aside, waiting for you to wash them?
Or
How about just that she has a bad habit of spitting randomly in public?

Do you accept that?

Or perhaps, you're just afraid of dying alone.
Afraid of the solitary darkness, digging deep into your heart.
Afraid that, one day, you will never be loved.

Do you?
Sincerely?
Love her?

Even when the day, you found her darkest secret.
Will you still look at her with the same perspective?
Will you hold her hands? The same hands that once torn your heart into million?
Will you still kiss her? The same lips that uttered those heart piercing words.

Do you?
Wholeheartedly?
love her?





-From the bottom of my heart, I do not wish to see you drown yourself into the depths of sorrow.
Thus, I want you to know that one day, you won't regret walking down that path.-

Think.

Give a reason for every thing in the game.
Such as
names
skill moves
path taken
likes and dislikes
speech
habits of the characters
food(?)
scenery
body figure
special ability
status and honor
and etc.

make them inter-related to each other.

Be sure to make thing long as possible.